Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Taint been around (probably 'cause it's in between)

Life's a funny, fickle thing.  I try hard to do the best I can.  Some people though, they can't even be bothered with half an effort.  It's tiring.  It's damned frustrating.  I really get quite sick of pushing and trying and struggling and watching others just float through not giving a shit about anything or anyone.  Maybe I care too much?  Maybe I'm just too tired?  Maybe the recurring questions technique is outdated and cliched?  Who knows anymore?  Not me, that's for sure.  Just once in life I'd like to get back as much as I give.

Then it occurs to me just how much wonderment, pleasure and love I experience just by being around my kids.  Then I get the fuck over all the whining and realize what's important.